Thursday, October 30, 2003
The hell with this sadness!! I'm disgusted and hurt by my solitude. Amy..........I'll probably never see you again, and will probably never hear from you again. I have to start letting go. You were forced to let go of me years ago, and I've been hanging on to a thin thread of hope that we will be able to see each other again soon.
I don't know if that's ever going to happen in this life!
I don't know if that's ever going to happen in this life!